
"LOVE is something I always want to treasure.
LOVING HIM, is what I want to do forever..
It is like a drug for me, keeping me alive..
PLEASE... don't take my drug away.."
We had a fight, a little fight just like two kids fighting over a little toy.
He took it seriously, it was a big deal.
I didn't mind it at all.....
We misunderstood each other..
We don't want to accept our mistakes, PRIDE was playing his tricks.
Until, he wanted to lay low..COOL OFF.. and asks me to come back after everything is okay.He was serious.
He gave me a stupid reason....
A reason which I have proved to be wrong... I opposed to him..
I said, "COOL OFF =BREAK UP, I'm not coming back...(i'm serious)"
He can't accept that...
I acted as her ex girlfriend while we were sending messages to each other.
He called me "baby", I said to him, "My name is jenessa, I'm not a baby.. wala man baby dri, puro na me dalaga"
He asked for forgiveness..I just can't forgive him yet..It was not easy for me..
I acted like I BAD GIRL, who doesn't care to anyone at all.
I showed him, he was nothing..(though he was everything).
He called, I don't want to answer him..
He begged for me to answer his calls..He said he didn't mean it, he can't live without me..
I answered him, he was crying..
I ignored everything he said. PRIDE..
He called again, so I listened...
I thought it ends there...
MY HAPPINESS..
MY LOVE..
MY LIFE...
Everything gone.....in an instant...
Let's hold on... we both decided to hold on..
It was a relief......
We renewed our promises , like renewing wedding vows...
It was still a happy ending for both of us..
And, we both learned our lessons..
He said he won't do this again, he's afraid of losing me..Just like me to him.
We are back to normal now, as if nothing happened....
(emo kaayo ko dri..well, just want to express my feelings.. I got to stop here, STUDY MODE na naman)


I'm sorry, baby sister. I didn't know....You never tell me anymore. I guess this is why we both blog, eh? We're too busy. I hope you will talk to me more about your pain...
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you guys are back together again..I can never have a love like that. I'm glad you do.
ahmm....working ka sa secn?...
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